Ryan's Bed - Tijan

Ryan's Bed

By Tijan

  • Release Date: 2018-01-22
  • Genre: Romance
5 Score: 5 (From 376 Ratings)


I crawled into Ryan Jensen's bed that first night by accident.

I barely knew him. I thought it was his sister's bed—her room. It took seconds to realize my error, and I should've left...

I didn't. I didn't jump out. I didn't get embarrassed.

I relaxed.

And that night, in that moment, it was the only thing I craved.

I asked to stay. He let me, and I slept.

The truth? I never wanted to leave his bed. If I could've stayed forever, I would have.

He became my sanctuary.

Because—four hours earlier—my twin sister killed herself.

** Standalone full-length novel, Mature YA themes


  • Amazing

    By KareenaTeaney
    Absolutely amazing. Definitely did NOT expect the ending and it gets me every single time!
  • Different

    By Sungis
    This book was different than what I have ever read. Overall I liked the book, but I don’t like the ending. This is just my opinion, there can be other people that really like it. It’s just not me. I can see why she chose that ending but during the whole book I just thought something was off. It also goes to show that everyone heals differently and that there are different levels and everyone goes through them differently as well. Overall I liked the book. It was well written and you’ll just have to find out for yourself to see if you like it or not.
  • F*ck’n Wow

    By Love_Activist
    What a ending and I did go back and read it again afterwards. It definitely made me think & the end definitely shred my soul. I see why Tijan had a hard time writing it and I’m glad she published it.
  • In awe!!!

    By LJM032611
    I’m just in awe right now. I will be dreaming about this book. I love and hate the ending. Love because I have never read a book that was so raw and real and hate because I have so many unanswered questions! Truly amazing work! Thank you.
  • Heartbreaking, but hopeful

    By hello, darling
    This book showed the pain and suffering of loss, but the hope of a life to still be lived. Definitely a good read.

    By Love it!!1!!
    Wonderful book. I enjoyed every second of it. The ending of the book had me shook but then it made me really think about the entire book and recall situations and just wow. Definitely recommend reading.
  • Sooo good

    By kaitlyn.burrows
    I’m in awe! This book was so good; I was captured from the beginning. With the characters and storyline, I couldn’t stop reading; it was just so interesting and captivating. The end was so surprising and shocking. I still can’t believe it. Woah. Anyway, I would recommended this book to anyone because I promise you’ll enjoy it and love it, just as much as I have!
  • A must read.

    By Tori171999
    I’ve read many books but this one was so special that I’ve dedicated my first review to it. People need to know just how meaningful and captivating this read is. As a recent high school student I can say with certainty that the actions and thoughts portrayed in this story aren’t glorified or over the top. This book correctly depicts the real issues that are going on with many teens today. I can understand when Mackenzie felt she was going mad with grief because I’ve felt that same pain before. This book moved me to tears and had me truly reflecting on my life. There have been many times when life’s struggles feel like they are getting the best of me but like her I remember the people that love and care for me. Ryan’s Bed was one of the most honest and memorable books I’ve ever read. It wasn’t just a quick read but a lesson all on its own. Thank you Tijan for creating a book that allows me to see that I’m not alone.
  • Amazing!

    By Omg Hay Day!
    I literally could not stop reading!
  • Ryan’s Bed

    By JordannnTaylorrr15
    This was an amazing read! Loved every minute of it