As Needed for Pain - Dan Peres

As Needed for Pain

By Dan Peres

  • Release Date: 2020-02-11
  • Genre: Biographies & Memoirs
4 Score: 4 (From 36 Ratings)


In the vein of Mary Karr’s Lit, Augusten Burroughs’ Dry and Sarah Hepola’s Blackout, As Needed for Pain is a raw and riveting—and often wryly funny—addiction memoir from one of New York media’s most accomplished editors which explores his never-before-told story of opioid addiction and the drastic impact it had on his life and career.

Dan Peres wasn’t born to be a media insider. As an awkward, magic-obsessed adolescent, nothing was further from his reality than the catwalks of Paris or the hallways of glossy magazine publishers. A gifted writer and shrewd cultural observer, Peres eventually took the leap—even when it meant he had to fake a sense of belonging in a new world of famed fashion designers, celebrities, and some of media’s biggest names. But he had a secret: opiates.

Peres’s career as an editor at W magazine and Details is well known, but little is known about his private life as a high-functioning drug addict. In As Needed for Pain, Peres lays bare for the first time the extent of his drug use—at one point a 60-pill-a-day habit.

By turns humorous and gripping, Peres’s story is a cautionary coming-of-age tale filled with unforgettable characters and breathtaking brushes with disaster. But the heart of the book is his journey from outsider to insecure insider, what it took to get him there, and how he found his way back from a killing addiction.

As Needed for Pain offers a rare glimpse into New York media’s past—a time when print magazines mattered—and a rarefied world of wealth, power, and influence. It is also a brilliant, shocking dissection of a life teetering on the edge of destruction, and what it took to pull back from the brink.


  • Just **okay**

    By NataliaWorthington
    Not very well written or interesting. Too repetitive (okay, we know you’re Jewish and you like David Copperfield). His obsession with counting pills became an obsession with mentioning the number of pills in the book (okay, we know it was up to 60 a day). There are so many other good books/memoirs about addiction. Borrow from the library or friend. Don’t spend money on this book and I would really think twice about spending your time on it either.
  • Okay.

    By fkncrystal
    Funny at times, humble at times, although overall not a very powerful story of addiction. Lacks depth and the ending is weak and abrupt. Much better stories on addiction out there.